Nuisance
After Valentines day, we started the community survey. However, due to time insufficiency, we finished everything as fast as we can. I was panicky with the quality of the output and the time was running so fast.
I am the group leader. Since our first meeting, I refrained from being selected as a leader. I finally accepted it because everyone chose me and no one has the initiative to delegate the group.
And it was really a curse! From the moment of community intervention until the program, I feel so nauseated and dizzy. I wanted to unwind but no time for it. I tried to divide the work and guide them on their respective assignments. However, I got headaches when I edited their papers. Some of them were really "pasaway" by not complying with the schedule. They cause my sleepless nights in doing our manuscript. I was unable to go in our company outing because of academic commitments. My enjoyment was deprived because of being a leader.
Until now, I am still working on the draft of our manuscript.
Next time, I will be strong enough to reject the need for leading.
