Life without life
I woke up on a very cold day. With sweater and socks, I can still feel the coolness of the environment. I’ve been waiting for the typhoon to hit Quezon City( bad!) so our duty will be cancelled and I can save money for some important reason. This icy feeling is due to the effect of the typhoon hitting Northern Luzon. I love chilling in bed.
I love the heat of my blanket. But I had to get up and start my day.
I cooked spaghetti, fried rice and tinapa. It is so enjoyable to indulge on foods during this kind of weather. After our breakfast, the weather seemed to be good as in it started to become sunny. I began watching cartoons. Then took a bath and went to SM.
Looking around in SM is not that enjoyable, no new sights or products that captured my interest. I went home and joined my groupmates to Tet’s birthday celebration in San Pedro. We just ate and chat about just anything.
I went home with this feeling of boredom. I went out and bought some siopao and balut.
Boredom increases my appetite.
My life revolves in duty, lectures, and rest day. Monotonous. All creates boredom. I hated it.
Sometimes I wish I can have a life.
Stargazing at night is relaxing and peaceful. Staying beside the beach, camping, or strolling around is really exciting. Maybe I can just stay at a nice place until dawn or I can spend the night traveling somewhere else.
I think I need to seize my day.
I feel that each day of my life is being wasted.
I need a real break.
I need a life.
Oct 3, 2007
